Running is joy. It's easy for me - unlike many runners I know I have always loved running. Since I started running ultra-distances a whole new world opened up for me. Running is freedom. 4:45, alarm clock. Early. Cold. Dark. Warm bed... By 5 o'clock I am at my second km. Birds sing for me, I see the Sun rise and the Venus fade, I see the city waking up, I smell coffee and breakfast. The streets are empty. It's mine, the forest is my playground, I get muddy, I can speed up or I can stop. I am alone with my favorite companion - me. Running is returning to nature Zemplén mountains, October, the prettiest of autumn. The wind is whistling, the leaves are red and yellow, I spot a deer. The wind suddenly stops, the Sun shines through the leaves as if I am standing between glowing curtains. The silence makes my ear ring - I stop. I want to burn this moment into my mind - so ordinary, yet so exceptional. Running is euphoria. My first Elmenykulonitmeny run - 2018 Szufla, 52 km - I am waiting for "the wall". Doesn't come. I am listening to E.A.Poe and I wait for the pain. 42 km, no pain. Wait, no pain? The joy is giving me goosebumps in the 40 degrees. So was it worth is? Running in the summer heat for hours, waking early, watching people roll their eyes, the muscle soreness, the purple toenails. Was it? It was! People often ask me: How can you run 84 kilometers? I ask, how can one live with a permanent sickness? Survive say a cancer, as a friend, as a parent, as a child, waking up every day with hope and willingness to adjust? Long distance running helped me really understand myself. I am challenging myself every day at my own will and I am happy I can do that. I know that you are capable of so much more than you could ever imagine. Last year for the first time I was not only running for myself. I was running for so many children and their families, those who have to adjust, have to believe and have to overcome fear every day, challenge themselves because they do not have another choice. I’m going to run the Salomon Szentlászló Trail® Hungary to be held on 6th June 2019, with a charitable purpose. I joined the runner community of Bátor Tábor Foundation organizing therapeutic recreation camping programs for seriously ill children. My aim is to collect donations amounting to 150000 Forint. Please, help my campaign: sponsor a mile of my run!